A Letter of Intent 

A year ago I thought I was going to be a lawyer, and now I am making a website about the silliest hopes and dreams one could possibly have. Much of this website is, believe it or not, a love letter to you, my reader, my viewer, my friend. A love letter to the things I love, the books that shape me, all that makes me laugh and cry, but this section is a little different. This is less of a declaration of love to the Void, rather this is a promise of intent of fulfillment. Basically, it's both a public record of what I have done and what I seek to accomplish. I like to scheme and plan all night and day, but at some point, you just have to do. Whether it's terrible, whether it's not the version in your head. Having done something at all seems to me like at least half the battle. Below is my creative bucket list for 2023. Mind you, I started this within the last month, so the lack of checked boxes is to be expected. I have felt pretty aimless the last year or so, and I have spent much of that time feeling like an absolute loser. I want to be successful doing what I love, but I realized I was coming at it all wrong. I was obsessing over all the work I wasn't doing rather than just doing the damn work. There is a time limit on how long you can feel like a loser before you get lost in it, it's a mindset that builds upon itself and takes over your entire life if you let it. I may be a loser, I don't know. I do know that there is certainly not enough time in the day to get everything done and feel like a loser. Something has to give.